urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69 sEc|uDeD sEc|uDeD 2005-12-26T08:24:36Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:20920 2005-12-26T08:24:36Z 2005-12-26T08:24:36Z cheebye i still got this dumb thing going on sia cant belive it i tell u first...fucking like 1 year ready sia den i come hahaha..love myself sometimes.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:20650 2005-06-14T09:17:56Z 2005-06-14T09:17:56Z s urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:20278 2004-06-29T09:35:24Z 2004-06-29T09:35:24Z l urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:20141 2003-11-03T13:16:28Z 2003-11-03T13:16:28Z hie...ya...results came out and ya i retained damn fucked up...parents very dissapointed...everything isnt going right with me nowadays...damn fucked up la k..tomorrow might be going to george's chalet or bbq dunno la...been smoking alot after my results came out...dunno y oso~ haiya hope everything goes well....with me next year..~ k bye all tc<br /><br />congrats to all my frenz whom have made it up... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:19857 2003-10-24T12:18:59Z 2003-10-24T12:18:59Z i thank u for all u have done for me .... sometimes i wish that i could hear ur voice just one more time....u change me alot ... thank u ... and im sorry if i said somethings wrong... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:19576 2003-10-22T05:09:19Z 2003-10-22T05:09:19Z I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind <br />I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time <br />I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams <br />And tonight girl it’s only you and me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:19389 2003-10-17T05:01:26Z 2003-10-17T05:01:26Z at rosses house now playing ps2 haha....ernest with me...talking about some shit...shall update when i go back...<br /><br /><br />wad did i do wrong? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:19097 2003-10-13T13:33:28Z 2003-10-13T13:33:28Z its been a damn long time since ive updated .. exams is gonna finish soon like 1 more day....went to ross`s house just now...ate to much chocolate and ice cream feel like shit now....suppose to play soccer...but was cancelled in the end...quite sleepy now...didnt do much when i came back....just slacked...have nuthing much to say now la update soon la .. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:18824 2003-09-01T05:45:02Z 2003-09-01T05:45:02Z STAIND LYRICS<br /><br />"So Far Away"<br /><br />this is my life<br />its not what it was before<br />all these feelings i've shared<br />and these are my dreams<br />that i'd never lived before<br />somebody shake me<br />cuz i <br />i must be sleeping<br /><br />[chorus]<br />now that we're here,<br />it's so far away<br />all the struggle we thought was in vain<br />all in the mistakes,<br />one life contained<br />they all finally start to go away<br />now that we're here its so far away<br />and i feel like i can face the day i can forgive<br />and i'm not ashambed to be the person that i am today<br /><br />these are my words<br />that i've never said before<br />i think i'm doing okay<br />and this is the smile <br />that i've never shown before<br /><br />somebody shake me cuz i<br />i must be sleeping<br /><br />[chorus]<br /><br />i'm so afraid of waking<br />please don't shake me<br />afraid of waking<br />please don't shake me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:18434 2003-08-18T09:22:58Z 2003-08-18T09:22:58Z hello..came back from school like 1 hour ago..school was fun today especially in maths class haha farnie sia...me and a few others started screaming like girls hahaha den like the teacher when mad haha..farnie sia...we did very stupid voices man hahaha...he shouted at us haha..after school went to play soccer in the field den when to siglap for "session" haha..den came home..with karl and ernest and now im here la...ya la dats about it update some other time kk bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:18180 2003-08-17T07:43:35Z 2003-08-17T07:43:35Z harro...woke up damn early today followed my mom to the market...damn smelly sia haha..online now...talking alot of cock as usual..going out later to tm wid my mom...dunno wad she want to do oso so ya la dats about it..update tomorrow or tonite..bye byezzzzzz urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:17973 2003-08-16T11:05:57Z 2003-08-16T11:05:57Z just came back from playing soccer ... online now...very little ppl can..haha..bored like fuck...got soccer later have to watch can nothing much to say now shall update later hahah bye bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:17796 2003-08-16T04:00:51Z 2003-08-16T04:00:51Z hie everyone havent updated in a long time got some very nice icons thanks to prissy haha...some of my frenz might be coming later....dint get enough sleep last night spent half the night thinking about something plus i had a fucking scary dream shit man.....so like im quite sleepy now ...k la thats a bout it thanx again prissy~!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:17580 2003-06-23T06:57:53Z 2003-06-23T06:57:53Z hey...haha..decided to update since i have nothing much to do...some bitch is using my cs cd key...fucker hope he die..so like i cant play online....i drop my house fone just now and it cant work now..assluck....haiya..nth much to say now.....MAYBE update later..byezzzz urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:17200 2003-06-21T07:44:57Z 2003-06-21T07:44:57Z hey all its been a long time since ive updated....got back froms jons house around 1+ not so sure quite tired ...talk shit...slacked and all...met up with an ex-patrician by the name of scott nice guy...haha.....yea...quite sleepy now coz like slept at 5 last night....damn tired no ones online ...boring as usual...might go play cs after this.. shall update in a few MONTHS time haha...kk bye~! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:16997 2003-05-26T14:19:30Z 2003-05-26T14:19:30Z hie..been a long time since ive updated...yesterday went to overnite at jons house...not bad..quite fun at supper drank alot of shit...then today..came back ross called up and asked me to play soccer...went to play...left the cage at 6+ went to the supermarket to get some stuff for my mom...came back she was in a fucked up mood fought with her like shit..and now not talking...she told me after my finals i have to leave the house..so i dun really mind at all...my sisters hamster died followed her to bury it at a field near by...moms watching tv now by herself deserve it sia....fucked up k...shall not continue la....shall update in a few years time? haha..bye all take care... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:16894 2003-04-10T12:08:16Z 2003-04-10T12:08:16Z hie all ... did nothing much today damn boring day.....i really need a new icon and background sia..fuck....SOMEONE HELP ME!!...hehe...damn bored playing pool at candystand now.....nth much to say update another time..bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:16415 2003-04-01T13:15:49Z 2003-04-01T13:15:49Z sup all went to the hospital just now...back just in time for phua chu kang...damn farnie...some irritating fucks online...i thing lightyears the program is quite dumb...listening to like a stone by audioslave now damn nice sia...gonna play pool online after this...k bye all take care.. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:16193 2003-03-30T05:21:41Z 2003-03-30T05:21:41Z at home now wid smaller bro...parents at johore..nuthing much to do...bloody neighbours fighting all..wad the hell calling each other liars haha damn farnie sia..listening to songs also..parents will be back about 2 hours more...hope have enough time to play soccer or wad...cauz like damn boring talking to kyle on irc..haha...nuthing much to say now so ya shall update laterzz...byez. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:16078 2003-03-29T08:21:21Z 2003-03-29T08:21:21Z couldnt go out cauz of fucking parents...bloody fuck wad the fuck u want me to do at home sia.....ka ni na...damn boring sia....fuck sit at home dun do anyhing.....walau....bastards tomorrow hope can go gerorge house......wid shahid....fuck it la... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:15697 2003-03-27T14:18:33Z 2003-03-27T14:18:33Z hello all..today didnt do much but just played soccer the whole day at scorpion k.o had a dumb fight wid mutts.....den dunno wad the flying gay is gonna happen....on irc now dunno wad the hell is wrong wid Q dumb bot....bloody gay...listening to songs also....maybe sleep soon or download songs not so sure....want to play soccer but its up to my parents...damn irritating sia... shall go now...update tomorrow or wad la bye! tc urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:15427 2003-03-25T08:03:44Z 2003-03-25T08:03:44Z hello came baqck from school about 1/2 hour ago...went to eat....den came home...damn bored now..cant go out...mom not happy wid me for some dumb reason....nth much to say now..shall update later... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:15281 2003-03-24T08:49:43Z 2003-03-24T08:49:43Z its been a preeeeeeety loooooong time since ive updated this journal.....boring already la this journal.....school was fine today....dunno where the hell is my elective geog text book......came home straight after school....parents making noise as usual...chatting now wid few ppl...got new stall selling food at school not bad la the food....preety bored now..just listening to music....updatez laterz ifz mez dunz forgetz..byez byez urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:14918 2003-03-24T08:46:18Z 2003-03-24T08:46:18Z Hide<br />To what do I owe this gift my friend?<br />My life, my love, my soul?<br />I’ve been dancing with the devil <br />way too long<br />And it’s making me grow old<br />Making me grow old<br /><br />Let’s leave…oh let’s get away<br />Get lost in time<br />Where there’s no reason left to hide<br /><br />Let’s leave…oh let’s get away<br />Run in fields of time<br />Where there’s no reason left to hide<br /><br />What are you going to do with <br />your gift dear child?<br />Give life, give love, give soul?<br />Divided is the one who dances<br />For the soul is so exposed<br />So exposed<br /><br />Let’s leave…oh let’s get away<br />Get lost in time<br />Where there’s no reason left to hide<br /><br />Let’s leave…oh let’s get away<br />Run in fields of time<br />Where there’s no reason left to hide<br /><br />no reason to hide<br /><br />There is no reason to hide<br /><br />No reason to hide urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:secluded69:14609 2002-11-26T07:57:12Z 2002-11-26T07:57:12Z ...